she deserved the world...and i knew i cudnt give her that. so i gave her the next best thing...my world. yes, i fell in love with a girl. we became bestfriends and in the beginning i thought she really liked me. we used to really be so nice and friendly to each other. but now whenever i try and be nice and friendly to her, she just ignores it and acts like an asshole to me. honestly, i dont have many friends and i have no real bestfriends to go talk to about my problems. i really am desperate at this point and thats why i came here.. when i met her i thought she was really the one for me. i would do anything for her but she just doesnt love me. i can tell she loves someone else. another "best friend" of hers..only that with this one she really does like alot..but not me. i cant blame the guy tho...hes handsomer than me, funnier than me, and more charming than me. im nothing. ive tried convincing myself so many times to let her go and give up on her but i just cant. =[ i want to let go of her once and for all but i cant. there are so many nights where i just feel like crying but no tears would come out. i just feel so alone inside and my heart feels so broken. i really thought that she liked me..even more than a friend..but she doesnt...nobody does =[. the fact remains that im all alone in this world and thats the way its going to be forever. i really think tht theres nobody in this world who can bring back the confidence in my heart.
Poor little boy. Don't waste your time to her. Let her go and move on. Have fun keep your mind busy. Attend some social activities be friendly to other girls.